new decade, what's up.

third decade i've been a part of.

cool.

my head hurts.

not cool.

my life in numbers, lately (and, not really lately):

0. the number of times i've smoked. lame on my part, i know.
0. the amount of paintings i've done over break. double lame.
0. the number of jobs i currently have.
0. the number of tanning packages i have.
0. the number that i'd like to see next to size on the tag of my jeans.
1. the number of times i've seen each of my best friends sarah, mel, and ash over break.
2. the number i actually see on the tag of my jeans.
3. the number of movies i've seen over break.
3. the number of decades i've lived through.
3. the number of days until i go back to school.
4. the number of days until we dance again.
5. the number of kids i want to have. (2 boys, 3 girls. not that i can pick.)
6. my unlucky number. if i were to believe in luck, anyway.
6.5 my usual shoe size.
7. the number days a week i watch the news.
7. the number of days a week that God has given me, so far.
7. the number of letters in my real first name.
10. the age i was when i decided i wanted a barcode from carmex tattooed onto my butt.
13. how old i was when i had my first kiss.
14. the age i was when i got caught stealing tests for math.
18. the age i am now. hello, right to vote!
4,103. the number of tweets i've tweeted, ever.




so, let's think. what are some things i'd like to see get done by the next decade?

i'm going to make a list.

i'd like to...

• go to alaska. at least visit. see the northern lights.
• go to college.
• get married to someone who actually loves me like crazy.
• maybe have a kid or two.
• get a puppy. alaskan malamute or teacup yorkie.
• go to new york, at least once. better yet, go shopping in new york city.
• atlanta, georgia. i want to go there.
• skinny dip. yeah, i've really never done that. i know, i'm lame.
• have more than five piercings.
• get a tat.
• have a legit job.
• i'd like to see london, if that's not too much to ask for.
• have someone get me flowers. never had that, before.
• try beer.
• own an iphone. yeah, i feel like a tool for even typing that.
• go a full week without tweeting.
• have a kitty named pancakes.
• i want to live in a house with big windows. like the one i had to design for art.


that's all i've got, for now.

my headache is killing me.