my future family and husband.

since i'm all about the lists, i'm going to make a list of things i want for my future family. since that is probably one of my biggest concerns.

• i want my children to have a father who loves them more than anything.
• actually, i want my children to know they are loved by the both of us.
• i don't want to spend nights away from my husband. especially b.c. (before children)
• i don't want my kids to ever see their parents divorce. it ruins families.
• i want my children to have a stable childhood.
• i want my children to be able to use their parents as a leading example of a marriage they want to model after.
• i want my husband to love me, always.
• i want to wait until i'm married to have sex.
• i don't want to cuss in front of my children.
• i want my children to be open with me.
• i want to read to my children.
• i want to pray with my husband, everyday.
• i want to pray with my children, everyday.
• i want to have a heart that wants to submit to my husband everyday, not just feel like i have to.
• i want more pictures of my children than digits in π.

my real life list is a whole lot longer, i just didn't want to post the whole thing up here. as much as i don't want to be huge one day, there is nothing i want more than to have children and be a good mom and wife.

nothing.

so i suppose i should add "have a husband who loves me and is attracted to me even when i'm huge and in my ninth month of pregnancy.



random survey:

1. taken a picture naked? no.

2. painted your room? yep.

3. made out with a member of the same sex? on the daily. ha. riiiight.

4. drove a car? yes.

5. danced in front of your mirror? now that i really do on the daily.

6. have a crush? i don't crush. i'm not 7 years old.

7. been dumped? not exactly.

8. stole money from a friend? no.

9. gotten in the car with people you didnt know? no. i learned not to do that when i was like, 3.

10. been in a fist fight? no.

11. had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? yep.

12. had feelings for a friend? understatement of the year.

14. made out with a stranger? no. i don't even really make out.

15. met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes?

16. left your house with out telling your parents? yeah.

17. had a crush on your neighbor? so many grand options...oh wait.

18. ditched school to do something more fun? certainly.

19. slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes.

20. seen someone die? no.

21. been on a plane? no, i swam to japan.

22. kissed a picture? yes.

23. slept in until 3? not if i wasn't sick.

24. miss someone right now? yes.

25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes.

26. made a snow angel? yes.

27. played dress up? yes.

28. cheated while playing a game? yes.

29. been lonely? yes.

30. fallen asleep at work/school? oh, yes.

31. been to a bar? yes.

32. felt an earthquake? yep.

33. touched a snake? yep. i love snakes.

34. ran a red light? accidentally.

35. been suspended from school? nope.

36. had detention? ha, yes.

37. been in a car accident that you didnt cause? never been in one.

38. hated the way you look? yes.

39. witnessed a crime? yes.

39. been the person doing the crime? if stealing tests in junior high counts.

40. pole danced? no.

41. been lost? story of my life.

42. been to the opposite side of the country? i'm in the middle.

43. felt so sick you thought you might die? yes.

44. cried yourself to sleep? enough times to hate doing it.

46. sang karaoke? duh. i sing all the time, anyway.

47. done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? yes.

48. laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yep.

49. caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes.

50. kissed in the rain? yes.

51. sang in the shower? yes. i sing everywhere.

52. had sex in a park? i've never even had sex. so, definitely not in a park.

53. had a dream where you were married? yes.

54. glued your hand to something? yes.

55. got your tongue/”arm” stuck to a flag pole? no?

56. ever gone to school partially naked? no. ha.

57. been a cheerleader? it's been a long time.

58. sat on a roof top? yes.

59. didn’t take a shower for a week? no.

60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes.

61. played chicken? no.

62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? yep.

64. broken a bone? no.

65. been easily amused? yes, duh?

66. laughed so hard you cried? yeah.

67. mooned/flashed someone? no.

68. cheated on a test? yes.

69: forgotten someones name? yes.

70. slept naked? yes.

71. gone skinny dipping? no.

73. blacked out from drinking? no.

74. played a prank on someone? yes.

75. gone to a late night movie? yes.

76. made love to anything not human? are you serious? that's sick.

77. failed a class? yes.

78. choked on something you’re not supposed to eat? no.

79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours in total? no.

80. been cheated on? no.

81. did you celebrate the 4th of July? favorite holiday.

82. thrown strange objects? probably.

83. felt like killing someone? eh. not really.

84. felt like running away? all the time.

86. did drugs? no.

87. had detention and not attend it? no.

89. made a parent cry? i don't know.

90. cried about someone? duh.

91. had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period? ha, again. never had sex.

92. dated someone you didn’t even like? no.

93. had/have a dog? yes.

95. own an instrument? yes.

96. been in band? no.

97. drank 25 sodas in a day? no.

98. broken a CD? yes.

99. shot a gun? yes!

100. had feelings for one of your best friends? yes.