it really just dawned on me that i graduate soon. i saw that my last blog said 2010 at the top next to the date, and it hit me that i'm almost done. i have been waiting for this year for so long. so long. now i'm almost dreading it. not seeing everyone, everyday? the thought scares me. half of my friends are going to u of i. so, that's good and bad. i can see them all at one college, good. that's not down the road, bad. being done with high school will be bittersweet.
i just feel like i need to get the hell out of here. away from everyone. go be by myself, do things for myself, and start over. everything is screwed here anyway.
2009: all about you ..
- did you change at all this year? yes.
- did you dye your hair? yes.
- did you get your hair cut? yes.
- did you change your style? i guess.
- did you have a job? yes.
- did you drive? yes.
- did you move at all? yes.
2009: your love life ..
- did you break up with anyone? yes...
- did you meet anyone special? yes...
2009: friends and enemies ..
- did you meet any new friends this year? heavens, yes.
- did any of your friendships end? yeeeuup.
- who were your closest friends? they know who they are. better yet, you know if you aren't.
- did you grow apart from anyone? a lot of someones. a whole church of them, in fact.
2009: questions ..
- have you had any relationships this year? yes.
- kissed two or more people in the same night? try five. ha, sike. i'm not that much of a rockstar.
- pulled an all nighter? many.
- drank starbucks? ha, on the daily.
- met someone special who changed your life? if you can re-meet people, yes.
- been out of the state? yes. not enough times, though.
2009: i have ..
[ ] fallen out of love
[x] lied
[x] went behind your parents back
[x] pretended to be happy
[x] kissed in the rain
[ ] slept under the stars
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[xxxxxxxx] changed your outlook on life
[ ] almost died
[x] given up something important to you
[x] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[xxxxxxxx] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[ ] was never home on weekends
[ ] got into a car accident (witnessed one, though. tyler. gah...)
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had someone close to you die
[x] spent most of your money on food
[ ] went to the beach with your best friend
[x] saw a celebrity
[ ] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[x] kissed in/on a car
[x] kissed in the snow
[x] celebrated Halloween
[ ] mooned someone
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] done something you've regretted
[ ] kissed under mistletoe
[x] painted a picture
[ ] wrote a poem
[x] ran a mile
[x] posted a blog (ha.)
2009: random questions ..
- what are you thinking about? life.
- have you drank alcohol this year? on the daily. oh wait...
- how did you feel when you woke up today? chill.
- if you could change your eye color would you? i don't know. i might. i like green.
- who did you last get into a big argument with? tyler.
- do you like to have long hair or short hair? long.
- do you want to get married & have children one day? i want so badly, but i don't want to fail. so, i still have to decide if it's worth it.
- which of your friends do you argue with the most? tyler.
- how many texts are in your inbox? probaby a couple thousand since my phone doesn't delete texts.
- who was your last text message from? mel.
- who was the last person you rode in a car with? tyler.
- who took your profile picture? harry potter.
- have you ever cut class? yep.
- have you ever liked someone alot older than you? ha..!!! yeah.
- if you had a baby with the last person you texted, what would the baby's last name be? i don't want to say.
- last thing you ate? bread.
- how many people are you texting? none.
- do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? like a serious conversation? nate kelch? never. nothing but pure love, there.
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