best i ever had

all night tonight, all i've heard were songs that make me feel sad or upset in one way or another.

all it regards to the same thing. it's eating away at me.

hell, it might be the death of me.

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now every word of every song i ever heard that made me wanna stay is what's playing through the in-flight radio, and i am, i am, finally waking up.

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best i ever had.

so you sailed away into a grey sky morning.
now i'm here to stay.
love can be so boring.
and nothing's quite the same now.
i just say your name now.

but it's not so bad,
you're only the best i ever had.
you don't want me back.
you're just the best i ever had.

so, you stole my world.
now i'm just a phony.
remembering the girl leaves me down and lonely.
well send it in a letter.
make yourself feel better.

but it's not so bad,
you're only the best i ever had.
you don't want me back.
you're just the best i ever had.

and it might take some time to patch me up inside.
but i cant take it so i, i run away and hide.
and i might find in time that you were always right.
you're always right.

so you sailed away into a grey sky morning.
now, i'm here to stay.
love can be so boring.
was it what you wanted?
could it be i'm haunted?

but it's not so bad,
you're only the best i ever had.
you don't want me back.
you're just the best i ever had.

you're just the best i ever had.


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this would happen on a night like tonight. i can't escape you.

maybe i don't want to.