i'm wide awake and i can see my perfect sky is torn.

yep, currently listening to my girl, natalie imbruglia. torn.

i like wearing boy clothes.

i have so much of tyler's clothes that i wear.

i think i wear some of his clothes more than he does.

ha.

one day, when i am married, i hope my husband likes to share.

fo' reals.

there is something that is totally weighing on my heart, and i talked to anne about it today (i thank God for anne, she's so good to me) when we had our usual pe pow wow/chit chat about all things that matter, and it literally broke my heart as the words left my mouth. she totally got it too. so strange.

so tonight, i was thinking about how much there is in the world that i've never seen.

there are so many things i want to do in my life.

i don't want to do it alone though. join me?

if not, i suppose my girlfraaaan ashlee would be down.

my, how i miss her.

hopefully i'll be seeing her cute face tomorrow night.

tonight, i was at hot topic, and they had...

1. a lady gaga shirt that was too legit. (here)

2. a kanye west shirt that i want. SO BAD. you don't even know. (here)

please santa/birthday fairy?

okay, goodnight my loves.

my sketchbook is calling.