Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I am moving past this, giving notice.

"i wouldn't change one second of our life together." - clare abshire, the time traveler's wife.

today is day 0/40.

it's so strange to think that in one year, my entire world will be different. i don't know where i'll be in a year. i don't know where all my friends will be in a year. and for those of you who know me, and know me well, you know that i like it when things go as planned.

i don't understand family relations either. get this.
my second cousin in law (?) russ, who is too legit to quit, calls me emi ray gun instead of emi ragan. best nickname, ever. best second cousin in law, ever.

so today i had dance. we learned the school song. kaaching. not fun. but, that's life. gotta take the good with the bad. ceramics, i made something for ashlee today. i hope it turns out okay.


what are some things i think you should know (that you don't already know)?
i hate frosting/icing. and i hate whipped cream.
i love depressing books by jodi picoult
i cry about everything.
i list everything in life.

oh, and i love having ashlee in my life. one of the greatest things to happen to me in awhile.
suuuriously. i'm talking to her right now, highlight of my night. i want to get inked with her.


i feel like the past few weeks of my life have been so up and down emotionally. or heck, months. i've been learning a lot, about what i want out of life. and what i need. i started a sketchbook on the 14th, and i was looking through it today, and everything in it would make me look emotionally unstable in the sense that i am so back and forth. i'd love to show you.

i'd love to show you so many things. about me.

but that's just the kind of person i am.


1 comment:

ashleekryptonite said...

Lay your head down just for now
Space fills your mind and you dream awhile
The sun floods your room as you drown
your lungs full of breathing
Your true love believe

One more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way

Move let the stars suck you in
Hold tight, the night's air and breathe again
Let go and be burnt by the moon
Your hands full of feeling your true love, Believe

One more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way

I love you to death
Could you love me to death
Could you love me

One more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way

Letting love find a way