haven't done this in awhile.

i'm just going to post a survey while i think of what all i should post.

Let's start with your name:
em.

Current Marital Status:
not.

Sex before marriage? Yes or No:
not for me.

Do you like the way you look?
some days.

Why or why not?
well, i answered some days. some days i am, others i'm not. i don't know why that is.

Would you kill for chocolate?
no. i don't even like it if it's in solid form. (for the most part)

Do you wish you were someone else?
no.

Any crushes?
i don't crush. i'm not 7.

Do you care how your butt looks in jeans?
sure.

Do you always match?
i do what i can.

What do you think when you see people who don't match?
it depends on the extent.

What's your favorite color?
to wear? black, white or gray. (none of which are colors) other than that? coral and peach.

Who is your best friend?
i have a few. tyler, melody, ashlee.

What's you favorite animal?
okapi.

When you are an adult where do you want to live?
alaska. or chicago. maybe. i'm undecided.

Do you like the city or country better?
city. but i live in the country so that's why. country is beautiful, though.

Do you want to get married?
yes, when it's my time.

How old are you now?
seventeen years. and i'm 43 days away from eighteen.

When do you want to get married?
when it's my time.

Do you like children?
no, i love them.

Do you want children?
yes. five.

How many?
oh hey, i just answered that.

Have you ever talked about marriage with someone?
yeah. but i don't know who i'm going to marry, so the talk stays simple.

What's your favorite drink?
this is going to be a long answer (i can't pick just one): 2% milk, red bull, dr. pepper, white chocolate mochas, raspberry and creme frapps from starbucks, and starbucks' signature hot chocolate with caramel and sea salt.

What's your favorite food?
another long answer: mozzarella sticks, buffalo wings, bananas, pomegranates, taco bell, bacon, steak (practically still moo-ing), toast with butter, pumpkin bread, and a few other things.

Favorite kind of ice cream?
probably cake batter from coldstone.

Fav. thing to do on a rainy day?
be outside. unless it's dark and stormy - i'm scared of storms.

How about a sunny day?
live and love life.

What about when you're sick?
get better.

What's the perfect date to you?
going somewhere wonderful. and i like original ideas. but i like movies too.

Perfect guy?
no such thing.

Perfect relationship?
no such thing.

Believe in love at first sight?
nope.

Who calls you the most?
right now i'm in isolation, so no one. well tyler, but that's because he's pretty much the only one that can.

Currently lost respect for someone or something?
i suppose so.

Who or what and why?
just because.

Have regrets?
everything happens for a reason.

Who was the last person that you had sex with?
no one. and i'm still alive.

If you have the chances to do it with that person again, would you do it?
with no one?

if you have 3 wishes what would they be?
for bacon.
for happiness.
for more wishes.

What compliment do you hear that most?
"i love your hair. is that a bump it?"

Where do you want to go?
right now? anywhere but here.

How old were you when you first smoked weed?
i've never smoked weed.

Have you ever lived with your girlfriend/​​​boyfriend?​​​
nope.

Have you ever taken someone back after they've cheated?
no.

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
no.

What do you have tattooed on you?
nothing, yet.

Who means the most to you?
God.

Who were you with when you last saw fireworks?
t baby. and family. i love the forth of july. one of my favorite days.

Are you taller than your mom?
definitely not.

What are you planning on doing after filling this out?
posting a real blog.

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
yikes, i'm too young. if it were after i was married and old, okay.

Do you sleep on your stomach?
always.

Have you ever broken someones heart?
yes.

Next time you will kiss someone?
i don't know the answer to that.

Have you ever injected a drug?
nope.

Are you happy with your life at the moment?
to a very limited extent, yes.
i'm more happy with where it will be later on.

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
probably not.

Do you currently hate someone?
no.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
i'd look funny.

Would you pay someone to hurt the last person who hurt you?
no.

If you could move to Africa would you?
no. but i'd visit.

Does toast scare you when it pops out of the toaster?
no. i love toast.

Have you ever showered with someone?
your mom.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
yeah.

Kissed anyone with the name starting with an A, T, B, S, J, C, or M?
yep.

When was the last time you were sick?
it's been like a week.

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
forever 21.

Are you tired?
eh, sorta.

Are there any exercises that you do regularly?
talk. ha. when i'm ungrounded i'll start running again.

Do you like wearing shoes? Or prefer to go barefoot?
barefoot, but i like wearing heels, gladiators, and uggs.

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
yes.

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
yes.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
probably organizing things and painting.

Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
about a million.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
nope.

Did the last person you kissed have any piercings?
no.

Were you single on Valentine's Day?
nope. we went to springfield. it was the best.

Anyone you would like to get things straight with?
yes.

Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy?
ex?

Have you ever slept in a bed with the same sex?
yeah. all the time.

Have you ever slapped someone?
sure have.

Do you think your wasting your time on the person you like?
definitely not.

Is the person you last texted single?
i don't have a phone right now.

Do you get jealous easily?
yep. i need to work on it.

Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
nope.

What are you currently waiting for?
my life back.

and to be healed.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
future.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
anyone would be legit. well, almost anyone.

Honestly, do you really love the last person you said I love you too?
yes.

Is anything wrong with your eyes?
i just wear contacts and glasses.

Who were the last people you saw besides from family?
tyler. and his family.

Do you have nice eyes?
depends on how much make up is on them.

Have you ever received a love letter more than a page long?
yes, i still have them all.

If something was wrong who would be the first girl you'd go to?
ashlee.

Who's thinking about you right now?
probably dl because i'm chatting with him. other than that, i don't know.

Is this year the best year of your life?
hm, yes and no.

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
jenny.

How do you feel about Dr Pepper?
it's in my blood.

Think back to the last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
so many times.

Do you go to the tanning bed on a regular basis?
no, i wish i could afford to.

Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
what?

Does your bedroom need cleaning?
not really.

Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex besides your boyfriend?
yes.

Are you comfortable with your height?
yeah.

Do you act differently around the person you like?
nope.

Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
i know of a few.

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
yeah.

Do you like thunderstorms?
not at all. they scare me.

How fast does your mood change?
depends.

Are there things that can't be joked about with you?
not really. i'm open minded.

What do you always take with you?
molly. used to be phone, but not anymore.

Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
unsure.

Anything on your walls?
a mirror. i like my clean white walls. but soon, paintings.

Is there something that you want to tell someone but can't?
so much.

Do you crack your knuckles?
not really.

Do you feel comfortable getting up and giving speeches?
love it, actually.

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?
sike.

Have you ever kissed someone under fireworks?
yes. haven't i answered this?

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
dr. pepper.

I bet you miss somebody right now...
you betcha.

Do you get high a lot?
i never have. sick.

Do you have a box where you keep all your important things?
nah. i do that in my sketch books.

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
not for long. i'm a picky eater.

Are you afraid of shots ?
i still cry when i get them, so yes.

Is there someone you can tell anything to?
yes. thank you God for that.

Do you lead people on ever?
if i have before, my bad.

At this moment in time if you HAD to have someone's name tattooed on you who's would it be?
cameron's.

Most memorable thing that's happened to you over the summer?
so much.
summer 100 is definitely up there.

Has anyone called you perfect before?
yes, but i'm no where near.

Do your best friends’ parents tend to like you?
yes.

Name the bands you have band tees for:
panic at the disco, madonna, cobra starship, matchbox twenty, and a few others.

Is there a difference between love and IN love?
yes.

Does it matter if your boyfriend/​​​​girlfriend smokes?
yeah.

What's usually colder, your hands or your feet?
feet.




and now for a real post...